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released June 23, 2017

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Track Name: misery guts
You asked me why i'd given up on love,
I said "Darling, you were golden but it just wasn't enough".
You were everything I could ever want and when you called my bluff,
I showed you the skin around my bones was too cold to touch

I'm a ghost of my own making,
Nothing's how it should be.
The words you said split my heart,
And let my spirit leave.

I'm a ghost of my own making,
Nothing's how it should be.
Set me free.
Track Name: my dearest amphetamine
Tell me about the girls you knew,
Before you went to school.
Tell me about the boys who broke your heart,
Tell me from the start, make me fall apart.

But you don't know what you're doing to me,
So, i'll tell you politely,
You will never lay your hands on me,
My dearest amphetamine.

Tell me about the words you said,
Everything that ran through your head.
Tell me all the songs you sang,
And how i'll never be your man or what i was before that.

But you don't know what you're doing to me,
So i'll tell you politely,
You will never lay your hands on me,
My dearest amphetamine.
Track Name: tales of the unexpected
The south brought so much promise, a new chapter in my book,
The pages tattered and torn from who I once was,
The grey water made my heart pound faster the seconds counting down until you let me down again,
If you hate me so much why did you ever let me in.

Your knuckles must be blistered from how tightly you wrapped them around my head,
A death grip ever so cold but ever so compassionate,
I guess I just wanted to feel something other than unhappy.

Whenever our bones touched, I burst into flames,
So, knock me out one more time and set me ablaze,
And after everything you put me through,
You don't deserve these words I write about you.
Track Name: n.a.
I'm so dependant on you,
Getting sober was a breeze.
You make my heart skip a beat,
That'd be cute but i'm struggling to breathe.

I think the worst part of all of this,
Is you don't believe that i love you,
Even worse I never did,
But darling, I've tried to forgive you.
Track Name: her
I guess there's some reassurance in being alone,
No one to disappoint is somewhere I call home,
But, I love her,

Not for the way she sets me alight,
But, for the way she lets me down every night,
I love her.
Track Name: dice
Please take my tongue,
All it does is hurt everyone,
Fill my mouth with concrete,
And I'll sing you a lullaby that'll send you to sleep.

Words never meant that much to me,
They're too easy for you to see,
Like smoke dancing through the air,
Another tool I use to make me look like I care.

So my love, tonight,
You'll be sleeping alone,
But at least nothingness,
You can call home.

Please take my hands,
And I'll pretend that I understand,
Fill my veins concrete,
From the boots around my feet.

You never meant that much to me,
So I'll look down at you whilst I hang from a tree,
Like smoke dancing through the air,
The colour of my skin and my hair.

So my love, tonight,
You'll be sleeping alone,
But at least nothingness,
Is what I call home.